Anxiety

It's 11:00 p.m.

And I haven't slept.

I have to wake up early tomorrow.

And I haven't slept.

Why haven't I slept? Good question; the answer is anxiety. I'm anxious, and that's a very big flaw about myself. You know when you're going to do a test, and you feel a little strange, and you try to remember everything that you have studied? When you're about to kiss someone, you feel butterflies in your stomach and you feel like you're seeing everything from outside your body?

I found out recently that a high level of anxiety may be severe to your health. How? The person gets dizzy, can't breath normally, he or she feels like they're being tight, headache... Everything because he or she is excited about a trip, to a party or even a birthday present.

Trying to kill this feeling of anxiety and nervosism, I have to do something, so I'm listening to the music Sex on Fire by Kigs of Leon; I'm reading online fanfictions and I'm also writing here, feeling my fingers create everything, without thinking twice.

It's 11:10 p.m.

Honestly, I don't know why someone should feel like this. All she needs to do it's get a grip on herself/himself, control and calm yourself, and everything will end... Right?

No.

A empty feeling replaces it.

Now, it's 11:27 p.m.